Well, random post. Last post was dated 11/08/2011. So here goes;
Being back in Malaysia was great. Attended my cousin's wedding. Seeing all my relatives at once kinda scared me, maybe cause there are tons of them i don't remember. It's been too long since i've went back. I gotta admit, i really love my aunt and my cousins . They took us in like their own. Best of all, they don't judge. My aunt really treats us like we're her own children, she drinks with us, talks to me about my future, and gives me advice. I really love my cousin cause everytime i'm back, he brings me around no matter how busy he is. Really feel kinda bad though! Tsk. Anyway, going back for the wedding really made me think of mom. I saw some of her closest friends. And my aunt even talked about her while we were drinking. I really wonder, will mom really allow me to drink if she was still alive? Will I be who i am if she's still alive? Or will she be able to accept me for who I am right now? Anyway, that's more or less about it. Really thank god for my relatives, for keeping me on the right path, or are trying to . Without them, i won't know where i would be or who i would be right now.
Planning to go back on mom's birthday. Gonna visit her grave. I've always wanted to go back there and see her, but i haven't been able to.
I miss you mom.
Good lord I need help. Like seriously.
Tbh, i can't believe i'm actually planning for something that's 2 years away for once. I'm planning to save half my NS pay just for the fucking trip to australia, plus i think accomodations would be settled since my aunt lives in australia. :D
Edit:
Price range:$517.63 to $1,132.88.
IF my plan goes well, that'll be like np. I THINK. HAHA. This is so fucked. I need to talk to dad about it.
I give you guys 2-4months at most. You'll regret your decision. Don't believe me ? Try it. Endless quarrels, bad moods, attitudes. Don't say i didn't warn you. Cheers.
Call me bestie, call me anything you like. I fucking hate bugis, you know it. You asked me to go for a movie, i said okay. In the end you went to bugis. Then you didn't want to meet me in the end. Thanks loads for making me waste my 1st bookout. Love you loads. Don't get pissed if you see this, i just really need to get this out.
Bless my family and friends as I take this 2 years in National Service, take care of my family in my absence. And I pray that things go smoothly for me. Amen.
Sup assholes. Last blogpost before i go in Army. For twenty months. Or more. _l_
I will NEVER accept any "explainations" or "words to cheer you up" from people who have never suffered what i did. Take a step into my shoes for a day, see how it feels before commenting. I want actions, not words. Talk is cheap.
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